Heart Cleaning

There are a lot of different kind of garbages in our life regardless of visible or invisible, but all of these are useless and unwanted stuffs that we should dump from time to time, otherwise they will be overloaded and affected our live.

My heart was feeling heavy for the past 2 months, because I kept too much garbages into it. I was keeping my histories, my thoughts, my dreams, my emotional into the limited space that I have in my heart. So I feel uncomfortable, chaos, and depress. I know it's time to clear them off.

It's actually a quite complicated process to dump those invisible stuffs. I need to go through them one by one to make sure I don't throw the wrong thing, or I don't throw them and pick them up again. Every memory that I prepare to delete, I have to return to the feeling of the occurrence once again, to feel the different thing this time. If I really got the different feeling than before, means that it's time I can delete this memory. Otherwise, I still have to keep it for a longer time, and do the same process again.

I wish there is an auto time-generated and deleted system build in our heart to keep track and delete the garbages automatically, so that it will never be overloaded.